Why it's so hard to forgive? Because forgive isn't just forget the mistake one's did to me, but be humble. Be humble not only say "It's OK. I'm fine. I won't angry or judged them. I still love them.", it's more than these!
I used to think that I deserve to get the best. When I do my best, I deserve to get the best too, this is my rights. When I do my best but get worse, it makes me hurt and this is unworthy for me. I didn't realize that this is a kind of self- arrogance, & it's wrong! Nobody deserve, everybody is sinners.That's what I learned. When I feel I get something that not deserve for me, I make my "wall of self arrogance" and never can forgive.
When I can't forgive someone yet, I let satan works in me. He never want me to forgive or feel forgiven. He always tell me that I deserve to get better, the best is my rights, this is unworthy, I'm the victim, etc. But I realized that these all things are just useless. Never feel like this anymore because it opens the door for satan's works.
That's why I keep feeling the pain. That's why I always cry and feel hurt when I think of the wounds they caused. That's why God can't heal me. Because I still close my own door and built my own wall of self arrogance.
So, I learned to find this wrong part of my own that makes me can't forgive them. I found it already. Then I learn to let it go right now. Maybe it can be finished in seconds, days, weeks. Maybe it takes time months or years. But this is the good process to be like what God wants me to be. Just forgive and be humble.
When I forgive in the right humility, I am opening up the door for God to heal the wounds they caused. I am starting the treatment process of God's healing. Then sure, I can forgive sincerely.
Just forgive...
Copyright Jeannita Adisty
February 25, 2011
To God be the glory!
Thank you so much for all of you: who give me ears, minds, times, and hearts to hear my sharing, who reminding me always in the right principles, who opening my blind eyes and mind, who never leave me when I'm down but help me to rise up, who be my blessings in their own ways.
Thank you dears! Keep blessing others by your own way!
God always be with us!
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I used to think that I deserve to get the best. When I do my best, I deserve to get the best too, this is my rights. When I do my best but get worse, it makes me hurt and this is unworthy for me. I didn't realize that this is a kind of self- arrogance, & it's wrong! Nobody deserve, everybody is sinners.That's what I learned. When I feel I get something that not deserve for me, I make my "wall of self arrogance" and never can forgive.
When I can't forgive someone yet, I let satan works in me. He never want me to forgive or feel forgiven. He always tell me that I deserve to get better, the best is my rights, this is unworthy, I'm the victim, etc. But I realized that these all things are just useless. Never feel like this anymore because it opens the door for satan's works.
That's why I keep feeling the pain. That's why I always cry and feel hurt when I think of the wounds they caused. That's why God can't heal me. Because I still close my own door and built my own wall of self arrogance.
So, I learned to find this wrong part of my own that makes me can't forgive them. I found it already. Then I learn to let it go right now. Maybe it can be finished in seconds, days, weeks. Maybe it takes time months or years. But this is the good process to be like what God wants me to be. Just forgive and be humble.
When I forgive in the right humility, I am opening up the door for God to heal the wounds they caused. I am starting the treatment process of God's healing. Then sure, I can forgive sincerely.
Just forgive...
Copyright Jeannita Adisty
February 25, 2011
To God be the glory!
Thank you so much for all of you: who give me ears, minds, times, and hearts to hear my sharing, who reminding me always in the right principles, who opening my blind eyes and mind, who never leave me when I'm down but help me to rise up, who be my blessings in their own ways.
Thank you dears! Keep blessing others by your own way!
God always be with us!
Also posted on my Facebook http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=10150092463696856
